Dear Family (former family?)
I've decided to move on. It's an interesting concept, but the fact is that I am not going to run and I'm certainly not going to hide. I'm going to live my life as I so choose. I will raise my children as I so choose, and aside from the legalities of what the court dictates, I am going to do what I have to do to make sure that they are comfortable and safe, but I am not going to push a religious life down their throats.
It's just not right. I am going to lose my house, since I did not get the job I should have gotten, and I did not get the job that I should have gotten because the G1 made sure that my professional life and career would be ruined when he named my company as a third part defendant in the divorce. Exactly what the point of that was, I'm still not entirely sure.
I don't know that I've ever felt as sad, and angry and hurt as I do now. And, to be honest, I don't know what else to do, or where else to turn.
I can forgive, but forgetting is not part of the package.
