Dear God,
Please help me find my way. I'm lost, and I feel conflicted. I am torn in 100 different directions today. Today, I fell on my knees and prayed to you. I need you to help E find his way. He scared me today. I love him, and I am scared for him.
Today I found out that a friend lost a child. I called my children and listened to their voices. It did not comfort me.
Lord, Father, how do I know what is the right direction? How do I know where I am supposed to go? How am I supposed to know where You wish to lead me?
There is such tragedy in the world, in our world...
I have found happiness, and it is not in the path that I had thought You had originally led me, and yet, I am happy, I am content, and I am satisfied.
Yet, I am afraid for my dear heart, and my friend.
Dear Lord,
Please help my boat find his way. I need him.
