Dearest Boat...again

Good bye...i  cant believe im saying goodbye to you.  To have gotten a text finding out that you had been taken to the hospital...to not have had the opportunity to say goodbyen to hold your hand and be there as you promised.  You promised me 30 years of friendship together, and when you got sick you promised that you would keep fighting because we had 28 years left... damn it... I have 28 years left on that promise...You died and what do I do now?  I know I am being stupid and selfish and angry, but your funeral was today and I coul not go.  My friend...what do I do without you?  I think it is time for me to leave the city.  Without you here, there is no reason to stay.    I swore I would always be there for you, and you half didn't believe me...but I stayed, and now you're gone and I am completely alone.Good bye Boat.  Rest In Peace.